i’m single again but i don’t feel single at all??????? and the idea of being.. back to where i was before my relationship, the loneliness, desperation i felt… scares me so much? it’s funny because the last three weeks of my relationship i couldn’t handle affection, i couldn’t handle being kissed or held. but now that’s all i want… i just wanna feel something… and i’m feeling so lonely…. playing mitski on repeat
